Mira Bellwether
Mira Bellwether | |
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Born | March 31, 1982 |
Died | December 25, 2022 (aged 40) New York City, U.S. |
Occupation |
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Language | English |
Subject | Transgender sexuality |
Years active | 2010–2022 |
Notable works | Fucking Trans Women |
Mira Bellwether
Bellwether's work has served as an influence to trans writers, journalists, and scholars, particularly in the field of transgender sexuality. Her death in 2022 was met with grief in the trans community, in which her work had attained a "mythic status" according to Kai Cheng Thom in Xtra.[7]
Early life and gender transition
Mira Bellwether[a] was born on March 31, 1982.[8] Her mother, Tammy, was a hospice nurse; her father, Terry, was a respiratory therapist. In her youth she was diagnosed with an autoimmune disease, a disability that would frame the rest of her life.[4] Raised in the U.S. state of Iowa, she began playing dress-up with girls starting at the age of six, ending when her parents moved to a more rural area in her teens. Describing herself later as "the smallest, slightest boy [she] knew", Bellwether experimented with women's clothing and makeup—drag, in her words—while at the same time exploring her sexuality.[9] She left Iowa as soon as she was able to.[4] As of 2010, she described herself as "a trans dyke and student ... a femme, a queer, a dork, a cocksucker, and lots of other things".[1]
Fucking Trans Women and sex education
In 2010, living in Iowa at the time,
One thing that I really tried to capture in FTW was that there are all sorts of ways to pleasure trans women. I gave a lot of time to soft penises for this reason, because in sexual literature they are almost completely ignored, and if they're not ignored, they're treated as defective or at rest or, even worse, an object of pity or scorn.
This attitude subverted prevailing associations regarding inability to become erect.[16] Lucie Fielding's Trans Sex (2021) cites Bellwether on this topic among others.[17] Fielding later said of Bellwether's influence on her, "Her work is stating that our bodies should not just be tolerable or accepted, but that they are there to be joyously experienced", crediting Fucking Trans Women as "a huge lightbulb moment" in her own gender transition.[4]
Bellwether coined the term muffing in Fucking Trans Women to refer to stimulation of the
Fucking Trans Women is heavily colored by Bellwether's own experiences as a disabled trans woman. Sexual health scholars Riggs et al. write in an editorial, "To speak of Mira Bellwether ... as a powerful trans advocate also requires speaking about Mira as a woman who lived in the context of a health-care system that failed to meet her needs."[25] Writes Sloane Holzer in Them:[4]
The innovative determination it takes to survive in the world as a disabled person is evident in FTW and all of Mira's writing about sex. She was tenacious and endlessly curious, always focused on sharing new, accessible ways to move through a hostile world and still find pleasure.
Personal life and advocacy
In her 20s and early 30s, Bellwether moved numerous times around the U.S. to cities including Chicago, Austin, and San Francisco, ultimately settling down in 2016 in New York City with her husband, who had read Fucking Trans Women for advice on dating his first trans girlfriend years prior to meeting Bellwether.[4] In 2020, the two launched a GoFundMe seeking funds for Bellwether's planned vaginoplasty.[26]
Bellwether was a strong critic of
In 2015, Bellwether advocated for the release of an Illinois trans woman who was arrested after checking in to a
Illness, death, and legacy
Bellwether was diagnosed with
Trans author
Riggs et al.'s December 2023 editorial in Women's Reproductive Health highlights the "outpouring of tributes" for "the late and great Mira Bellwether" as showing "how her words gave trans women and their lovers a voice to speak about desire and pleasure, when no one else outside of trans communities was speaking about trans women as desirable".[25] Holzer's profile in Them, published several months after Bellwether's death, begins, "Few people have done more to expand our understanding of women's sexuality than Mira Bellwether".[4]
Notes
References
Citations
- ^ a b Bellwether 2010, inside back cover.
- ^ Bellwether 2010, front cover.
- ^ White 2022; Kish 2022; Thom 2023; Holzer 2023.
- ^ a b c d e f g h i Holzer 2023.
- ^ Rosenberg, Tilley & Morgan 2019, p. 965.
- ^ Variously:
- Pfeffer 2014, p. 597. "Fucking Trans Women (Issue #0) broke ground by centering trans women's perspectives and experiences around sex and sexuality—including instructional guides on actual sexual practices."
- Zaber 2015. "Originally published as a zine FTW was the first book (or at least the first I can find that gained wide recognition) to address the sex lives of trans women."
- Burns 2017. "Fucking Trans Women [is] widely considered to be the first and most in-depth guide to having sex with pre- and non-op trans femme bodies."
- Thom 2023. "When Bellwether first published [Fucking Trans Women], there were virtually no sources of sex education devoted to trans women's unique needs and experiences."
- ^ a b c Thom 2023.
- ^ Bellwether 2022; Riedel 2023.
- ^ Bellwether 2010, p. 61.
- ^ Bellwether 2010, p. i.
- ^ Bellwether 2010, pp. i, 70.
- ^ a b Tourjée 2017.
- ^ Fielding 2021, p. 77, citing Bellwether 2010, pp. 7–8. See further Bellwether 2010, "Soft Science/Soft Bodies", pp. 26–32.
- ^ Fielding 2021, p. 77, quoting Bellwether 2010, p. 7.
- ^ Nadler 2013. See also Burns 2017 and Holzer 2023.
- ^ Rosenberg, Tilley & Morgan 2019, pp. 964–965.
- ^ Fielding 2021, pp. 77, 93.
- ^ a b Burns 2017.
- ^ Fielding 2021, p. 93. "Folx have probably been muffing each other for ages, but the term was coined by Bellwether in Fucking Trans Women and popularized through her extensive guide to the practice therein." Citing Bellwether 2010, "An Illustrated Guide to Muffing and the Inguinal Canals", pp. 15–25.
- ^ Hill-Meyer 2022.
- ^ Valens 2019a.
- ^ Fielding 2021, pp. 93–94.
- ^ Stoya 2022.
- ^ Nadler 2013; Burns 2017.
- ^ a b Riggs, Rosenberg & Ussher 2023, p. 493.
- ^ Phillips 2020.
- ^ Chu 2018, p. 53.
- ^ Chu 2018, pp. 50–51.
- ^ Chu 2018, p. 51.
- ^ Chu 2018, p. 53. "In [Bellwether's] version of the story, feminism excluded trans women in the past, is learning to include trans women now, and will center trans women in the future. ... The ... problem with an epithet like TERF is ... the erroneous implication that all TERFs are holdouts who missed the third wave, old-school radical feminists who never learned any better."
- ^ Kellaway 2015; LGBTQ Nation 2015.
- ^ White 2022; Kish 2022.
- ^ Riedel 2023.
- ^ Specter 2023.
- ^ White 2022.
- ^ Valens 2022b.
Sources
Academic sources
- Fielding, Lucie (2021). Trans Sex: Clinical Approaches to Trans Sexualities and Erotic Embodiments. New York City, N.Y., U.S.: ISBN 9780429318290.
- Pfeffer, Carla A. (May 4, 2014). "Making Space for Trans Sexualities". S2CID 32349953.
- Adapted into: Pfeffer, Carla A. (2017) [December 2016]. "Partners Negotiating Bodies, Sexuality, and Intimacy". Queering Families: The Postmodern Partnerships of Cisgender Women and Transgender Men. New York City, N.Y., U.S.: ISBN 9780190656355.
- Adapted into: Pfeffer, Carla A. (2017) [December 2016]. "Partners Negotiating Bodies, Sexuality, and Intimacy". Queering Families: The Postmodern Partnerships of Cisgender Women and Transgender Men. New York City, N.Y., U.S.:
- Riggs, Damien W.; Rosenberg, Shoshana; Ussher, Jane M. (October 2, 2023). "Trans Reproductive and Sexual Health". .
- Rosenberg, Shoshana; Tilley, P. J. Matt; Morgan, Julia (September 2019). "'I Couldn't Imagine My Life Without It': Australian Trans Women's Experiences of Sexuality, Intimacy, and Gender-Affirming Hormone Therapy". S2CID 151062873.
News sources and magazines
- Burns, Katelyn (November 17, 2017). "Muffing: The Secret Sex Move Perfected by Trans Women". Playboy. Bailie, Katie (illustrator). Archived from the original on December 26, 2022. Retrieved December 25, 2022.
- Chu, Andrea Long (Winter 2018). "On Liking Women" (PDF). n+1. No. 30. pp. 47–62. Retrieved January 10, 2024.
- Hill-Meyer, Tobi (February 7, 2022). "Muffing 101". Lesbian Sex. Autostraddle. Archived from the original on December 14, 2022. Retrieved December 14, 2022.
- Holzer, Sloane (March 16, 2023). "Mira Bellwether Fought for a World Where Trans Women Know Love and Pleasure". Them. Condé Nast. Archivedfrom the original on March 29, 2023. Retrieved March 29, 2023.
- Kellaway, Mitch (July 23, 2015). "Freed From Iowa Jail, Black Trans Woman Meagan Taylor Speaks". The Advocate. Retrieved July 6, 2023.
- Kish, Robin (December 29, 2022). "Mira Bellwether, Creator of F****** Trans Women, Has Died". GO. Archived from the original on December 29, 2022. Retrieved December 31, 2022.
- "Black Trans Woman Arrested and Held in Isolation Is Now Free". LGBTQ Nation. July 22, 2015. Retrieved July 6, 2023.
- Nadler, Kennedy (August 9, 2013). "Mira Bellwether and Fucking Trans Women Zine: The Autostraddle Interview". Lesbian Sex. Autostraddle. Archived from the original on December 14, 2022. Retrieved December 14, 2022.
- Phillips, Carmen (July 30, 2020). "Also.Also.Also: I've Got a Joke About Lesbian Bed Death, and It Kills". Autostraddle. Archived from the original on March 29, 2023. Retrieved March 29, 2023.
- Riedel, Samantha (March 30, 2023). "Celebrate the 'First Annual Mira Bellwether Buy a Trans Woman a Pizza Day'". Them. Archivedfrom the original on March 31, 2023. Retrieved March 31, 2023.
- Stoya, Jessica (July 26, 2022). "Uh, My Mother-in-Law Is Way Too Invested in Our Sex Life". How to Do It. Slate. Archived from the original on December 14, 2022. Retrieved December 14, 2022.
- Thom, Kai Cheng (January 24, 2023). "The lasting impact of Mira Bellwether's zine, Fucking Trans Women". Xtra Magazine. Archived from the original on February 3, 2023. Retrieved March 29, 2023.
- Tourjée, Diana (October 12, 2017). "A Guide to Muffing: The Hidden Way to Finger Trans Women". Best You've Ever Had. Broadly. Vice Media. Archivedfrom the original on December 17, 2022. Retrieved December 14, 2022.
- Valens, Ana (February 25, 2019a). "Masturbation Is Tough for Trans Women. I Know First-hand". Trans/Sex. The Daily Dot. Archived from the original on December 15, 2022. Retrieved December 14, 2022.
- Valens, Ana (July 12, 2022a). "This Viral Sex Ed Tip For Trans Women Reveals How We're So Far Behind In Transfeminine Pleasure". The Mary Sue. Archivedfrom the original on December 14, 2022. Retrieved December 14, 2022.
- Valens, Ana [@acvalens] (December 25, 2022). "Mira (@TheeBellwether) changed the way trans women think about their bodies and their sex lives" (Tweet). Archived from the original on December 25, 2022 – via Twitter.
- Valens, Ana [@acvalens] (December 25, 2022). "Mira's work literally changed the landscape of trans and queer sexuality" (Tweet). Archived from the original on December 27, 2022 – via Twitter.
- White, Ro (December 27, 2022). "Mira Bellwether, Author of F*cking Trans Women, Has Died". Autostraddle. Archived from the original on December 29, 2022. Retrieved December 27, 2022.
- Zaber, Constance Augusta (November 3, 2015). "Beyond the Birds and the Bees: 4 Educational Books on Sex". Book Riot. Archived from the original on December 26, 2022. Retrieved December 26, 2022.
- Specter, Emma (December 5, 2023). "Emily Zhou's Debut Story Collection, Girlfriends, Is a Messy, Modern Feat of Trans Literature". Vogue. Retrieved January 7, 2024.
Sources by Bellwether
- Bellwether, Mira (author and illustrator) (October 2010). Fucking Trans Women #0 (zine). Self-published. Retrieved December 27, 2022 – via Payhip.
- Published in print as: Bellwether, Mira (2013). Fucking Trans Women: A Zine About the Sex Lives of Trans Women. CreateSpace Independent Publishing Platform. ISBN 9781492128939.
- Published in print as: Bellwether, Mira (2013). Fucking Trans Women: A Zine About the Sex Lives of Trans Women. CreateSpace Independent Publishing Platform.
- Bellwether, Mira [@mirabellwether] (March 23, 2022). "its my birthday soon, my 40th, and things have been tumultuous and difficult and painful lately for our whole family". Retrieved December 26, 2022 – via Instagram.